30.12.10

2010 is going so fast!

banyak banget kenangan dan kejadian yang 'gak terlupakan' bagi gue di tahun 2010 ini. dan kalau gue disuruh nginget-nginget lagi, pasti bikin gue nangis. nangis sedih, nangis bahagia, atau mungkin nangis terharu. kenangan bareng keluarga, teman-teman, bahkan pacar.

dimulai dari gue jadi peserta UN tahun ini, dan lulus. perpisahan SMP yang bikin kangeeennn banget, suasana di SMP, main bareng temen-temen, sempet berantem lah, diem-dieman lah, solat dzuhur di aula (abis itu ngadem depan AC HAHAHAHA), ngata-ngatain guru yang 'aneh', pacaran depan kelas kalau lagi yang putra solat Jumat, adu main rubiks sampe gila, sibuk nyari SMA (galau milih yang mana-__-), main di "pantai" (bareng meinisa, tamara, bea, ningrum), segala macem hahaha. cukup bikin gue merinding kalau inget semuanya itu :')

lalu gue masuk ke lingkungan baru, SMA. semuanya terasa aneh awalnya. asing. gue sama sekali enggak ngerti. semuanya terlalu jauh berbeda dari SMP. namun, akhirnya gue bisa beradaptasi.


di tahun ini juga, gue putus sama pacar pertama gue yang banyak bikin orang 'tanya kenapa', karena gue pacaran cukup lama. Ya, cuma gue, dia, dan Tuhan lah yang tau :) gue gak pernah menyesal akan keputusan ini (iye iye tau gue sempet galau HAHAHAHA), tapi ya udah ikhlasin aja. mungkin ada baiknya begini :)

di tahun ini juga, gue akhirnya pacaran sama kakak kelas 12. iya, aneh. gue gak pernah ngebayangin sebelumnya tentang hal ini-__-

lalu di bulan oktober 2010 kemarin, saat gue ulang tahun ke-15, gue dapet surprise yang sukses bikin gue nangis kejer hahaha :'D loveyouuu banget anak-anak Paskibra!♥

dapet teman-teman baru, suasana baru, hal-hal baru yang sama sekali gak pernah gue bayangin sebelumnya... well, they were soooo amazing!!!! and I feel like this year is going sooo fast.

at the end, I just wanna say,
"thanks for those people, friends, family, and everyone who has colored my life in 2010."

"HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011"

11.12.10

You.

You're the greatest adventure of my life.

10.12.10

more than words.

sometimes there's no next time,
no time outs,
no second chance.
sometimes, it's now or never.

things you should know about her.

when a girl is quiet, 
millions of things are running in her mind.

when a girl is not arguing,
she's thinking deeply.

when a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,
she's wondering how long you'll be around.

when a girl answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds,
she's not at all fine.

when a girl stares at you,
she's wondering why you're lying.

when a girl lays on your chest,
she's wishing for you to be hers forever.

when a girl calls you everyday,
she's seeking for your attention.

when a girl texts you everyday,
she wants you to reply at least once.

when a girl says "I love you,"
she means it.

when a girl says that she can't live without you,
she has made up her mind that you're her future.

when a girl says "I miss you,"
no one in this world can miss you more than that.
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